My life

It seems like everyday that I go to school I feel out of place like I dont belong there. I feel sad and confused all the time and the teachers dont help at all and I get upset and I go home and turn my TV on and turn it up and then I turn on my computer and go to youtube and play my favorite songs as loud as I can so I can cry as loud as I want and no one will hear me. I dont want my family and friends to worry about me even though I have all my friends and family around me I still feel alone and I dont like that feeling. When I sleep at night I make dreams so I can gett away the pain I feel during the day and I feel like no one can take the way I feel in my dreams away until dawn comes and it is the same every day. One poem that I like alot is called Tears of Blood and makes me feel like I am not alone but I am. But I keep my head held high until I am alone there is a song that I like and it makes me strong I want you to follow this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vBhZuxe0j4. The songs name is STAND IN THE RAIN by the superchick and it is a good song too hope you like it.